Waiting

Before I post any stories about Kaj and his first day of school lets talk about the stress for the Mother.  I leave Kaj at daycare all the time so what is the big deal you may ask.  I don't know if it is that he is growing up or if it is the greater independence that he has but what a wreck it can make of the Mother.  For me it is, I think, the not knowing how he is going to like it and also it is such a big place is he going to figure out where to go?  Is there going to be mean kids there and will he be able to stick for himself or will an adult jump in.  Doesn't help that last week on the news they showed a kid being torchered and the teacher helping to do it instead of putting a stop to it.  Everything will be fine I am sure once I hear the report back from Kaj of how things went and hopefully he will want to go again tomorrow.